Today started like any other day for me. I had intentions of sleeping so early, at least before 12 midnight , notwithstanding after 12 midnight I still found myself all awake without sleep which to the obvious seemed so far away from me. Been in this state for almost 2 hours, I started having random thoughts about life and how best I could live my life in other to be whom I have at all cost with known intentions of integrity and power of the human mind dreamed and hoped to be all through life.
It was at this state of random thoughts that this indelible sting hit me like a bullet from an auto-raffle, this totally left me a weak man. What hit me was "Will I die empty", I was so shocked because thinking about death was like saying "I want to die". So shocked in the sense that this kind of thought has never ever one day crossed my mind as such I had lived life in maybe one or several of the worst ways that any human could ever dream of living his/her life. And this thought kept re-echoing in my mind, head and infact my whole being. Hence, I started pondering deeply on this thought and the more I pondered on it, the more scared and shocked I had become, and the more scared and shocked I became; the more I get my inner mind which has been spontaneously activated by the reason of this thought so worked up that I at least can boost of the fact that I began to understand this thought the more and more deeper I get scared and shocked.
Therefore, I started asking myself this question "When I die, will I die empty"?. Die empty of what? Die empty of the great talents and gifts that has been deposited in me by my creator, Die empty of the good works that my creator has asked me to carry out as an assignment to mankind, Die empty of the life lived in expense of others, Die empty with the fact that a good name is better than silver and gold, Die empty with an assurance that there lies a crown of righteousness for me, Die empty with the understanding that I have finished every work that I ought to have done on earth and have fought all battles that I am meant to fight, Die empty of every good and good works that lies within me, Die empty of the blessings that my creator created me for, Die empty by going back empty handed withholding nothing back from men and women of this world, Die empty having performed what my life and living define, Die empty without any unexpressed emotions and feelings to my loved ones, Die empty without prejudice of whatsoever thing that's called good which lies within me. This is a continuous list of the "DIE EMPTY PHRASE".
Nevertheless, it still is as important to state that this thought is as important as the air we breath because it can change ones life totally in a twinkling of an eye...If I die will I die empty?
I urge you to think deep and see so you can come to a conclusion about how best to live your life..If you die, will you die empty?
I just wanted to share this mind blowing thought which kept me all awake even when I had planned to sleep early...If You and I Die, will we DIE EMPTY?
This life is but like an imagination....it can end in a twinkle of an eye and if it does end this way, ask yourself as much as I am asking myself....WILL I DIE EMPTY?
Written by
Jackson Samuel
It was at this state of random thoughts that this indelible sting hit me like a bullet from an auto-raffle, this totally left me a weak man. What hit me was "Will I die empty", I was so shocked because thinking about death was like saying "I want to die". So shocked in the sense that this kind of thought has never ever one day crossed my mind as such I had lived life in maybe one or several of the worst ways that any human could ever dream of living his/her life. And this thought kept re-echoing in my mind, head and infact my whole being. Hence, I started pondering deeply on this thought and the more I pondered on it, the more scared and shocked I had become, and the more scared and shocked I became; the more I get my inner mind which has been spontaneously activated by the reason of this thought so worked up that I at least can boost of the fact that I began to understand this thought the more and more deeper I get scared and shocked.
Therefore, I started asking myself this question "When I die, will I die empty"?. Die empty of what? Die empty of the great talents and gifts that has been deposited in me by my creator, Die empty of the good works that my creator has asked me to carry out as an assignment to mankind, Die empty of the life lived in expense of others, Die empty with the fact that a good name is better than silver and gold, Die empty with an assurance that there lies a crown of righteousness for me, Die empty with the understanding that I have finished every work that I ought to have done on earth and have fought all battles that I am meant to fight, Die empty of every good and good works that lies within me, Die empty of the blessings that my creator created me for, Die empty by going back empty handed withholding nothing back from men and women of this world, Die empty having performed what my life and living define, Die empty without any unexpressed emotions and feelings to my loved ones, Die empty without prejudice of whatsoever thing that's called good which lies within me. This is a continuous list of the "DIE EMPTY PHRASE".
Nevertheless, it still is as important to state that this thought is as important as the air we breath because it can change ones life totally in a twinkling of an eye...If I die will I die empty?
I urge you to think deep and see so you can come to a conclusion about how best to live your life..If you die, will you die empty?
I just wanted to share this mind blowing thought which kept me all awake even when I had planned to sleep early...If You and I Die, will we DIE EMPTY?
This life is but like an imagination....it can end in a twinkle of an eye and if it does end this way, ask yourself as much as I am asking myself....WILL I DIE EMPTY?
Written by
Jackson Samuel
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